It's true, I did. DDD|

If you wouldn't mind please watch I would hate to lose you all. : <

Yay journal : )
ffff nothing really new except I feel the need to talk to people... I am lonely.

Heh, well I have been screwing up so bad lately. Where the heck did my brain go!?!?!? D: I lost all common sence. Maybe its all cause of this headcold I got...mmm yay excuses. I feel better today though, though I am getting extremly nervous and feel pretty sick and the compitition is two/three weeks away? lol.
I want to run, lawlz.



Hmmm, I got art/writers block again. oh joy lol. I need a new I.D... maybe I can cough something up. In the meantime I can work on character designs. lol I need to do all of them for Quicksilver...ohlord D: its gunna be hard making them look the way i want them too on the page....-dies-
I need a better inking pen, right now I am using some purple ..thing. It's kinda deformed haha -sigh-. I wonder if my dad will drive me to the other end of the city? lmao, I want some watercolours and good pens and the only good store is on the other end of the city fffffff. (lets see how many times i can use good in a sentance ) I hate living where I do.
lmao...winterpeg |B
I really want Photoshop~ gawd D: (Don't you ever feel like no one will look at your gallery unless its coloured on PS or something??!?) frustrating. its so expensive too! lord, I wish I had a job. (14, not even close to "legal" working age.pffff)


I've been feeling so freaking low lately its not even funny.
I hardly sleep either, so its affecting my health. Gawd i got problems ahaaha.

Also look at what I figured out I can do: † † †

oh yesssssss, Korona likes |B

So how's it with you?
(I hate grammer )
(I am still a jerk)

Holy crud, muffin overlaod D:
I had 2 and a half today...those jumbo ones.
gawd i wanted to barf : P



Anyways, I went to this "bilingual carreer symposium" at the st.boniface college. Fun and we got muffins. ffffff *dies* doesn't help i had one for breakfast that morning.
I felt i was gunna throw up amlost all day so i skipped lunch in the fear that i might. S: yes you all want to know this
anyways i got a free waterbottle and bag out of it. : ) lol
W had are choise of two sessions, I took culture and health. the culture one was alot of fun. THere are a ton of job opertunities but apparently from what my parents say the chances of me being succsesful in something art is slim. (its not like i want to be a writer, my spelling and grammer suck. In ALL lagunages). The health care one was boring DD: i don;t remeber a thing of what that person said. but i got a cool bag out of it THe people who went to law got lolipops though DDD: argh i wanted one. lol (i was feeling better by that time)
So i guess the lesson learned to day is:
Don't eat more then one jumbo muffin, and the pincipal is ur "pal" so there for its "pal" at the ending. not, "ple" thats a rule. : ) See even I can learn something : D

I also coughed up a few sketches so when i get my hands on a scanner that scans properly, I'll put them up : ) (my scanner hates pencil marks and there for will not pick them up even if they are a thousand feet thick!! DDD: I exaggerate : )).
I am outta artists block but back into writers block.hahaaa
figures |: its a never ending cycle.

SO whats up with you guys ???!?!?! Nobody every comments/talks to to me anymore Am I that horrible??? I have feeling i am though....: (

gawd i hate flooding DDD: everything is so wet.>:

My birthday is in 8 days now....i am not happy at all |: but i might or might not get my guitar..... I am so confussed right now.

My mind is in constant termoil.

And yes I am being chased by three legged lions while on a flying red carpet. They are surprisingly fast.

Anyone wanna go to Quebec???

Bye for now <3

Korona

Yea I know I spelt it wrong, leave me alone. ALSO---->
There is other stuff to this journal so if you stick around for the begining I have news.

Thursday already ! D: I wanna cry cause spring break is almost over. I was actually happy (like truely) these past...2 days. oh well, might as well enjoy my weekend... still have three days! And shopping with my grandma to ...look forward to on saturday. Yay |:

Any ways i lost my random burst of creative energy i had for the first few days of break. (ugh i am tired of capitilzation. i need word and spellcheak on here) And i am stuck feeling very ...dry. |:
oh well i am sure i will get it back ...someday.
I also really want to delete all my crapy art off here....and replace it with something less crappy...if thats possible....i need better skillz. oh well less complaining more drawing.

Thats it. Rest is just some tag thing...you can skip that i guess. i dun want to put you guys through that...

(yay end of my bad spelling and grammer!!)




001. Name → fff i hate it so i am not gunna say
002. Nickname → Kat, Korona
003. Status → single haha
004. Zodiac sign → Tuarus
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → John De Graff
007. Middle School → Valley garden
008. High School → Kildonan East Colligate
009. Smart → uhhh i am average, i dun put forth alot of effort though.
010. Hair color → BLonde
011. Long or short → ummm shoulder length..ish
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet, very quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → depends on how i feel...
014. Phone or Camera → Camera, i love taking pictures
015. Health freak → i try, but fail. usually there is a cookie somewhere and i eat it...
016. Drink or Smoke? → nooope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → ehhhhh not really.
018. Eat or Drink → i do both??????
019. Piercings → uh one (both ears)
020. Tattoos → none

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears
024. First best friend → ummm Daniel i think lol i hung around alot of guys when i was young
026. First crush → mmm kid named tyler, u wouldn't know him
027. First pet → cat
028. First big vacation → uhhh toronto not realy "big" since its just the province over but still...
030. First big birthday → i had a clown on my 6th. it was interesting.....never again.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating -> ummm i had these fruity...things
050. Drinking → i HAD water
052. I'm about to → type this
054. Plans for today → sleep since its well later....

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → nope. its for the kids sake... and mine
059. Want to get married? → want to? yes. will i? we'll see
060. Careers in mind → fff i have a few.
-Prof.Dancer
- if that fails...animate/write for someone D: *fail*

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GUY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → some one who is at least obove my waist lol
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic~ haha
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach.
074. Sensitive or loud → ummmmm sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship ~ i wish lol
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → i though i did...but they were on my face |:
081. Ran away from home → want to, don't have the guts.
084. Broken someone's heart → ffff probably. i am an a$$ : D
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → hmmmmm not really, it was more shock....i dunno.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → nope, i find my slef very hard to belive in.
090. Miracles → ffff there is such a thing...not for me though
091. Love at first sight → nope, i heard of it...but it might just be a load of BS
093. Santa Claus → lmao no, i was 9 when i stopped believing.
094. Sex on the first date → NO sex...EVER! no ff not for me i'm not slut |:
095. Kiss on the first date → depends....usualy no. lol (comes from some one who had never been on a date : D )


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → nope.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → nope
099. Do you believe in God → he confuses me. i'm not sure right now.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people - this is not a question.... so therefore i am posting as 99 questions. All you who have not done this yet...are tagged!

I got to stay home today since we just had some CR (community resource) day and all it was was people coming to talk to us about "healthy lifestyles" and other crap we herd before. SO i kinda slept in later than i planned. my cat was beside me and she was so warm i feel asleep again...and didn't get up till 11:30 : > not terribly late but enough to screw up my plans heh. I still don;t get why its today and not friday...oh well.
onto the nore recent crap that happened in my life...

For high school next year i signed up for art. i have a feeling this is gunna be a mistake since i have no artistic talent at all. haha (i think my cousin took it all > .> ) i dunno , i guess i'm just being parinoid or w/e but its really nagging me D:
Also signed up for french (which i am not to bad at : ) ) and guitar. my dads really excited about the last one lol. he played a lot when he was younger (my age or so) and while he was working on the CN railway. Its kinda funny when he gets excited like this lol hoping to get a guitar for my birthday this year. i found one with a really nice red finish and i am really hoping it is an acoustic. S: ah well that really isn't all that interesting.

FOr people who have heard me mention quicksilver, its my story that i am rewriting for about the 5th time (?) haha. the way its going now i am kinda happy with it so i will finish the first chapter soon and post it up for you guys : ) been a while since i posted something anyways, drawings or not. S:
i haven't really been active on D.A except for a few comments here and there and maybe a journal every so often. i'm gunna try to be better this comming april though : ) if i'm not living up to expectations feel free to send me a note or comment or something saying: you promised! or... *brick'd* you have been birck'd! go post something!

speaking of posting some stuff i want to do an art request (even though i doubt people will request)...and a contest (??) ive never tried one of those before and it looks fun! for once i am feeling enthusiatic ?! its strange D:

okay rules for art request

- Can be requested in any medium (pencil, pencil crayon, pen, markers, basically anything that can go into a scanner.)
-can be anything, really. (though i fail at animals!)

Rules for OC Contest (ohhhhhh am i creative)

-can be done in any medium. (pencil,pencil crayons what ever you are comfortable with.)
- has to be your OC! but it can be one you made up just for this or one you had prevously
-be creative! it can be anything,a human, angle, or any other beastie : ) have fun with it!
-a small description of tour character would be nice
-contest closes...april 10th but it might go longer or shorter depeding on how many people are entering.
-send a note with a link to your entery titled oc contest!!
- if you have ideas of what i could do for first, second and third place winners please send me a note titled prizes!! it'll help me know what you guys want
-judging, there will be two other than me : > if your interested in being a judge send me anote or comment saying that you would like to be one.

also if you now anybody that would be interested (i feel bad asking but...) could you please pass on the word? that would be great : >

i'm not expecting this to be a big thing D: but i hope it works out well....

hmm guess thats it....if i fins something better to talk about lateri will post it up. anyways spring break is comming up andsomethings bound to happen then : D hopefully something good anyways....

thats all